my mind is at war. for a while now i have felt unwell, down, something hasn't been right. Little things seem like mountains i have to climb. The unexpected turns me into a scared angry person. I see shadows out of the corners of my eyes and then when i turn nothing is there. I seem to sleep alot of the time or not at all. I can't focus or settle i am distracted. The more i think the less i feel and then huge waves of angst hit me , my heart pounds i want to cry or scream or do something but i don't.
On the outside i seem fine but my mind is at war.
I will get better. i have little white pills that at the moment make me dizzy and sick and give me a feeling of falling down, but that will go. I will get better not cured but ok again.
